I'll be 24 in 10 minutes.
It is depressing, after 18 I think they're all depressing.
Another year gone by and I feel like I accomplished a lot with this one, I also think I destroyed a lot in the past year too. 1 year ago I was positive I couldn't get into a college if I tried, I upset people close to me, I got really upset a lot, I punched a lot of holes into walls and took a trip to Strong Memorial at 2 in the morning. I've lost my job and got new ones. I'm broke in comparison to the past but I'm rich in comparison too. I've got a future but don't know where I'm going. I know exactly what I want to do and have no clue what I want to do. I've moved 4 times in 12 months and will move again in August. I've driven probably 30 or 40 thousand miles (no exaggeration). I've learned a lot and tried to forget even more.
5 minutes to go and I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown
ps. too late i'm 24
24 is great!
ReplyDeleteMake is a good year and many more .....
Happy Birthday Britt, Brett and Brent too!
the top picture looks like the cookie monster to me. shows how much i have matured over the years.
ReplyDeleteI always hated my birthdays growing up-- up until this year really. I spent most of them alone or sick, or in the case of last year, being recently dumped and wandering in the company of a stranger.
We all go through bad shit and hurt people. Last summer seems crazy to me, the way my mom and I would fight, but I had to get out of there. And I still get tired and irritated at RIT, but I feel like I have this new focus. I've moved a lot in my life and feel really weird being sort of settled here in Rochester.
It's all weird man.
Happy birthday. So get happy. Or I'll have to come over there and hug you and pinch your cheeks until you smile. :D